So I just realised how freaking long it's been since I last posted on Blogger. FML guys, I've been having a pretty hectic life the past few weeks, not to mention my laptop blowing up. My intarnetz activities have been very limited since I'm using the family desktop. It's all right though, I get a MacBook really soon! :) Hopefully my aunt is willing to buy a MacBook Pro... xD

There's just a few things I have to get off my chest here:

1. The cost of college, especially pre-first day of college costs, are biting my parents in the ass and it's making me rethink this whole Boston University thing. My mom was really pissed off when my dad screwed up booking the tickets for our flights to Boston and ended up having to pay a crapton of fees. :( I literally walked to my room and looked through all my college mail, searching for UCR. I know I can't freakin' go there for the first semester or first year of college, but shit, it looked like a pretty damn good option at the time. D: I don't know, I suppose it all depends on next year's financial aid and stuff. I'm really scared that I might end up transferring back home though... :/ Damn college! Ugh, damn private colleges even more!

2. My major is way up in the air right now. Ahhh, I don't know if I should switch to International Relations because the workload is hella huge (yeah, I said hella.). And all the reading! I mean...shiiiiiit, guys. I just hope that all the kids heading over to the East Coast make me feel so much better because at this point, it's annoying the hell out of me.
The biggest question on my mind is: Do I switch into COM and declare my major in Film? FML. Why can't my family be better off so that I wouldn't feel so bad about going into Film? :(

3. Graduation. There are so many things I want to get off my chest, but it's still stuck there. I choke up or can't find the courage to speak out. It would be so much easier if I were in Boston right now. Can't we just fast forward to the good times, please?

Aiight, peace out!
I've got a crapton of work to do :(