maybe we're just not cut out for this.

we can't always get what we want. at some point, we get really homesick, away from the ones who matter the most to us. i need to be surrounded by these people asap. i know i have friends from back home who are in boston, but it's not the same. it's never the same. it's too difficult to adjust when you've still got people around because it's never enough. i want to say that i'll suck it up and fight through it, but right now it just isn't happening.