whodathunkit?

Who would have thought that it would all come so quickly?
Seriously, it's all gone by in a flash.
Here I go with my one line - one sentence structure.
Never have I realised how greatly the decision I make now affect the way things may turn out a few years down the line.
Many would say that it doesn't matter where you go to college, so long as you do well with what you have, you'll get to where you want to be in the end.
I am one of those people, but why am I disheartened by the fact that I might not be able to get where I want to be next year?
Is there there too much emphasis on where you want to go for college? Maybe. Maybe not.

This was just a sort of reflection post tonight.
Onward I go with my college essays.
Don't worry kids, I'll be fine and you will be, too.
At this point, I've gotten to the point where I don't want to be stressed out about these applications.
Maybe it's the nervousness, maybe it's because I already know what I want to write.
I don't know, sometimes I think that if you want something greatly enough, why stress out so much about trying to get it.
I mean, you're already motivated enough to want to go out and get it, you'll do your absolute best.
I don't know. I honestly don't know anymore.

Listen to Saez's "Jeune et con." It's keeping me chill.
Forward my fellow high school seniors. We'll get through it.
Thanks for all you've done for me, I hope I've been there or will be there for you one day.